finally, its my off day. & i can sit here blogging. but too bad for me, because i need to handle bbQuinn alone again tonight. because mummy needs to accompany granny go HuaLiao. boo! what a day. boyf came back from outfield. thanks, he didnt scold or say me about something*. hhaas. blame myself. for being so stupid to trust blogshop so much. fuck it. i email the damn person so many times & days.. the damn person didnt reply at all. & i think my money fly fly off. so sad.!!!!

hmm. am still slowly looking for a new job. hhaas. yahs, im still enduring okays? Lianx a says im stronger than her. i hope too*

hmm. i just dont know why. so many things at work place. a very long story for me to type, i also lazy to type. hhaas. so by all means, i must & will endure for the sake of money & bbQuinn okays? hhaas. tomorrow meeting Ice. hhaas. finally can see her boy. yappx. hopes everything goes well for me everyday. i know its greedy. but no choice nahs.! every human being is Greedy.!!! LOLs. GSS man! gonna buy bbQuinn more dresses.. hhaas. alot of her clothes cant be wear. so some i let her wear at home. (*Ice asked me whether i need to let her wear so nice at home mehs. LOLs. no choice nahs. dont wear at home, go out wear like too small lerh. hhaas.) yesh, bbQuinn is growing damn fast. even she's drink 4oz now, she confirm wakes up every 2hr for her milk lo. lukcy no BF liaos. if not really will be dry lo. hhaas. i love bbQuinn more & more each day. because now i play or talk to her, she will smile at me. & also, when im back home from work, she sure will wake up on time lo. like on the dot i reached home, she automatically open her eyes :)

so cute nahs. hhaas. end of mth, 24th, shall be her 3rd month injections. boo! time flies lo. so good. mummyJac can go overseas. bon voyage girl.. enjoy arr :)