Hello, my dear blog, im here to blog again. Currently at my boyf’s hse. Damn fucking emo & stress now. Not because of relationships prob. But about myself. I think im really in bad lucks recently. Nono. I should say, im so Heng recently. Fuck* everything okays? Firstly, handphone lost, then after that leg swollen, & now, kanna sack for no reasons. My life really so Heng* now. Im not blaming or complaining. But i just dont understand why. Why must everything be on me.. ever since after give birth, my luck wasnt been doing good. FYI, i didnt say or blame my BB okays. Just feel so damn suay lahs. School gonna starts soon. & i will be back to school on july. Full time student lo. Hopes my studies wont be affected too. I need to buck up & study hard. As promised to my dear boyf too. Haiis. & now i really wished that im not so suay, alrights? I just need a normal job which can let me supports BB’s needs, to give her a good living, as promised when i wanted to give her a living, & of course for me to supports my own stuffs, my allowance & every bills & things i need to pay. Just so simple. May i? Or am i asking too much?
Haiis. I feel that im not fit to be Quinn’s mummy. I so disapoint in myself. Right now. Because no work, no money, cant give her very best, even if i still can handle with some of my savings. Im really sucks man. If i can choose, i will choose to die. I know die cant solve any probs. But i really left with no choice. But of course i know i cant end my life just like. Because of Quinn. I have to lived strong for her. & for boyf too. Both of them needs me. & i needs them too. Their my power to live for everyday. So i must endure no matter what. Promised*
Yesterday went out with mummy, BB, Lianx A & nini, my little cousin. Meet up with lianx a at amk hub, had our breakfast, then waited for aunt to bring my little cousin over, before heading down to collect BB’s passport at Ica. Went to Ica, collect BB’s passport. & yesh, another wish for BB’s is fulfiled. Hhaas. Bb’s passport photo look so cute lo. Damn chubby. Hhaas. & the lady at Ica say Bb’s so hairy & cute. LOL. Because i let BB to wear her BEE clothes. & she’s the BEE for the day. So cutee.
After taking BB’s passport, took cab, headed over to my school to settle my studies things. Settled, went to collect my watch. Then after that took train to head to Jurong. Lianx a gonna collect her lappy. Thanks lo. Drop at the wrong stop, walked so long, reached there, in the end got the wrong thing. Lianx a damn fed up. But after that we still headed to IMM. Yappx. Starts our shopping, BB dont know what happen. Keep making a fuss. Keep want to be carried. & i carried her till my hand is pain. Haiis. But after a very very long settling, she then sleep well & didnt make a fuss. & that’s 6pm+ onwards lo.
Walked around IMM, waited aunt came, dinner together, bought my new laptop. After that, aunt drove us home. Yappx. Didnt work today, but i feel so so so tired. I rather im working lo. Boo.!
Reached home, faster settle BB. Washed up for her, make her to sleep & then i got time for myself to unpacked my bags & stuffs. Shag. Went to bathe, before sleep, make my new lappy setup, & after that, too tired, cant stand, jiu sleep le.
Early morning today, wake up, prepared. Meet boyf. & slack till now.. shall update when im free again. & im still waiting for that fucking old lady daughter of my work de to reply me & give me an explain. Boyf feels stress for me too. Haiis. Im so not a good girlf. Keep makes boyf to worried & stress for me. Im sorry, boyf..

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DOB : 24th April 2009
Birth Weight : 2.91kg
Birth length : 48cmm
Head Circumference : 33cm
Gestation period : 37 Weeks
Natural Birth with Epidural
Place of Birth : KKH


*First Month Check Up*
*27052009*
Weight : 3.92kg
Length : 52.5cm
Head Circumference : 36.5cm

*Third Month Check Up*
*24072009*
Weight : 6.262kg
Length : 58cm
Head Circumference : 40.4cm



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