★ Tuesday, May 12, 2009 ★ @ 7:55 PM
Would you be there.?
Here's my birth story. hhaas. i know many have been waiting for this. hhaas. so i shall blog up now.
24th April, that early morning. didnt sleep through the nights. dont know why either. maybe too anxious already. hhaas. then went to bathe at 6.30am, waited for daddy to come & picked me up, & then fetched mummy up from TTSH. about 7am, daddy reached, & i went down. fetched mummy at TTSH. reached KKH at about 7.30am. it was still very early, so mummy & i decided to go to the food court to have our breakfast. i think i toonervous & anxious that day. didnt eat anything. only drink milo & the chicken essence at home. about 8am, walked up to delivery suites. stupid missys. told me that the labour room is full. is either i go walk around to wait for the room to be vacant or i can choose to wait at the waiting point over there. & she told me that im the 3rd patients. which is meaning i must wait till the first 2 lady's to go in first then it will be my turn. first time, my deliver time & date was arranged by the doctor the other day. then that day they tell me no room. have to wait. (*very good"bad" service indeed lo. boo.!) nevermind. so i said, okays, i wll sit there & wait. because i already prepare everything lerh, cant be telling me to go home de mahs. so i waited there. guess what. from 8am, i sitted at the sofa with mummy, wait till abt 12pm, the missy came telling me: "you stil waiting ar? or you want come back tomorrow?" i was like, *wtf.. then i started to make a fuss. then the missy bth lo, went into the labour room, dont know how or what, then she says: "alright, now your turn liao. i arrange a room already.." stupid lo. when i was doing the admission with mummy, then 2/3 more lady came in, saying they have the induce appointments too. & wanted to do admission, then same replys, no room. then i didnt care much. because it wasnt my problem at all.
went into the labour room at about 12.15pm. take off clothes, lying there, waiting for the nurses to prepare everything. 1.31pm, doctor came in, she told me she wanna check on my cervix, then god knows, suddenly i feel i was like urine like that, warm water came flowing out from my below lo. then the doctor told me that she already burst my waterbag & my waterbag alot water lo. hhaas. the feeling of waterbag is nothing. but the feeling of the waterbag coming out from my below is like urine lo. then the nurse keep help me changed & trying to make dry my bed. i feel abit dirty & er xin. but nevermind, didnt complain much, because i want & hope baby quinn faster deliver. hhaas. about 3pm+, the epridural doctor came & do the epridural thing for me. lols. i was electric shock lo. out of the sudden i was like kanna sot, then jump up abit. scare me lo. then the nurse holds my hand & keep talking to me, because she dont want me to get influence by the process of putting the epridural. hmm. after that i starts to feel numb.
then was lying there & watched tv with mummy. about 5pm+ i keep tell mummy that i feel like shitting. then mummy say cant be, because i didnt eat things where got shit. hhaas. then i didnt really care about it either. hhaas. then about 6pm+ when the nurse came in, wanted to insert the urine tube thing for me, i got the feeling again. then the nurse checked & say: "your cervix opening, baby's head coming out soon." i was like, omg. doctor haven come insert the induce thing leis. just the drip, the epridural was done only leis. then the nurse ask me to push. so i followed. push & push till i no strength lo. omg. then about 6.30pm, the nurse turn off my epridural, & i start got the contraction pains cum shitting feeling. omg. im more & more nervous lo. then starts to push & push. till 7pm+, finally, after the 2 cuts, & the nurse helped of shaking my baby quinn's out from my stomach, baby quinn finally was delivered.
delivery was so pain lo. then i keep crying, mummy cried too. then she helped my wipe my sweat, after about 2-3mins, i feel much relieved. then mummy went to help me look at baby quinn & take photos. while i lying there no strength, waiting for the doctor to help me sew my wounds. while waiting, i keep ask for the epridural again. the epridural doctor came, turn on the thing, then the epridural haven even enter my body, the doctor started sewing, the pain of the sewing is damn damn pain & erxin. i keep talking & asking the doctor thing, i thought i can stop thinking about the pain, but wasnt at help at all. boo.! delivering a child isnt that easy at all. so much pain. & now, i finally know why a mother was so wei da liaos.
after the sewing, mummy went home, because it was late enough & she is very tired already. after rushing me & granny's thing for so long. then i was alone waiting for the nurse to prepare my ward, then the nurse asked me to breastfeed baby quinn awhile before she goes to the nursery & stuff. i dont dare to touch baby quinn the very first day. i told mummy that she look like "tofu" to me. i was scare, & i asked mummy to carry her away first. about 11pm+, the nurse came, gave me hot milo & biscuits. its my first meal for the day lo. then after i eat & drink, she pushed me to my ward. reached my ward, nurse came again, preparing & asking me whether i wanted to urine or not. i was so scare that i cant urine & must insert tube & stuff, so i asked the nurse whether can i go toilet try. lucky. got urine. hhaas. then i was relieved.
at my bed, i cried for an hour plus before i can fall asleep. i cried not because of anything. i cried because i felt relieved & happy. everything is over. that very night, my wounds was so pain, & i had low blood. nurse & i thought i can go to the toilet myself as i've urine onced. but never did i know, during midnight when i wanted to go to the toilet myself, i fainted, lucky got the nurse doing spot check, she came & hold me back to my bed. during my 2 days in hospital, everytime i try going to the toilet myself, i keep feel blackout, then cold sweats coming out. & will feel very weak. maybe due to too much blood i lost. because i dont have much blood too. so will get all these problems.
thanks for all my girls, my aunties' visit & gifts. hhaas. thanks for accompany me too. hhaas. especially my dearest mummy too. love her lots lahs. hhaas.
& that's how my birth story ends. hhaas. its very memorable. because the pain & tears i had, i will always feel it, untill today. its all worth it. because god gave me this expensive gift, my dear baby quinn, my everything.
PS. gonna go liao. my little chilli padi need to drink milk again. hhaas.
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