yesh. back to cant sleep again. back to update like the usual me. hhaas. after so much, read through s many different young mummies blog. & i think, i might not be so xin fu like them now. having a fulfil family, a good hubby by their side. but at least 1 thing i know is, that's this someone. this innocent one. this poor one. he's there for me until today. he didnt complain nor said me at all. he dont blame me. yet he encourage me more. the love he shown. the care he gave. is what i needed most whenever i need someone to talk to. no matter how hard my problem comes, he's always the one left to help me without fail. he made me feel loved & touched. he pull me back from the past. he shown me what true love is all about. everything he did, im really very apreciated with it. im really vey happy hat i've met him. it might be fast for me to accept this new life. but still, he never thinks or treats me like a burden. just one simple way to describe, he never fails to leave me alone in the dark. so its not so late to feel xin fu at all. after all the ups & downs i've went through, & finally i've met him. & so i choose to leave the past behind wasnt the wrong idea at all. & now, he's everythig i need. he's no one else. just my silly OldMan.

PS. thanks for everything, silly. i known you've done alot for me. what i told you & said to you, just wait & see the result yourself..

yesh. im officially, finally, on my 36th week now. im waiting evry minutes for lil'Quinn's arrival. im more anxious than anyone else. not forgetting my mummy, daddy, ahyi, cousins, granny, grandmother & som of my friends. hhaas. just hope everything will goes well fine for me & lil'Quinn after her birth. i promise, i wont be so stupid like the past. because im totally tired. & of cause, im walking forward everyday. im not like the past, thinking, stressing myself every minutes. crying like little babies. im 21yrs old this year already. i should have more goals in life. walking forward will bring me happiness not harm. in life, so many things i've really yet to do it. so after lil'Quinn's arrival, i gonna start anew & set more goals in life. my girl needs me more than anything. yahs. she's gonna love by everyone too. i wont allow harm to come into her life, i promise. no matter what, i'll protect her, she's my little angel. i wanna be a good & great mummy =)

* what past is past. i left with no regrets on the past, walking through to the future with hopes & smiles everyday. because fate change everything in our life. we cant predict anything in future. but i know, without you, im happier, & you too. just bame it on the chances we did not cherish well. its all too late. broken relationships in the past i had, ups & downs of quarrels in friendships i had, quarrels with family members i had, i hope all the bad ones is left & never comes back. because im living happily now. with the one who truly treasures & loves me. im fulfil, & i know lil'Quinn too..

i dont know why. it seems like everyone is feeling so stress & sad & emo now days. actually im feeling the same. but i just wished to be happy. i tried not to think & stress myself so much now. because i need to be happy, so lil'Quinn will be happy too. just pray that everything will goes well for everyone.

including *her. i might not be like the past, contacting you always, accompany you, joke with you, sms you when im free. maybe because after the last things happen between us. but i know, you know who im talking about. i believe you will be stronger than me. like you said. we are always BFF. i know you have your new group of friends. i maybe left apart for some reasons. i dont mind. just hope you will be like the past. smiling everyday. bull-shit with jokes everyday. just everything good for you can le. time drift our relationships apart. we are no longer like the past. but i hope, you will never forget the things we said to each other. the days we had together. the things we shared & do together. somehow, i suddenly just feel like telling you, im still here for you, even we are not like the past so close. i wished you to be happy. isnt that what you wished for me too? dont brood over the unhappiness, walked ahead with smiles. set your goals like the past. because iknow you are stronger than me in many ways, my dear BFF.

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DOB : 24th April 2009
Birth Weight : 2.91kg
Birth length : 48cmm
Head Circumference : 33cm
Gestation period : 37 Weeks
Natural Birth with Epidural
Place of Birth : KKH


*First Month Check Up*
*27052009*
Weight : 3.92kg
Length : 52.5cm
Head Circumference : 36.5cm

*Third Month Check Up*
*24072009*
Weight : 6.262kg
Length : 58cm
Head Circumference : 40.4cm



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