Elaborates my moodswings now. cant sleep at all. thanks lo. i didnt really took my afternoon nap. & my stupid eyes & mind just cant shut down. omg. look at the time now, its 4.48am, & i can still sit here to type & blog. im vampire. moodswings is still up & downs. easily feel angry & pek cek. im really controlling it. omg. bursting soon. the thunder now keep blinking & yet still haven't rain. this few days i really hate the rainny days. because after the cool rains are gone, the weather turn to be more worse than normal sunny days. its killing me.

yappx. mummy went out last evening, so i made my own time to meet up with Crystal. before meeting her, i went shopping alone in Amk Hub. damn scary. dont know why either. yappx. then after that meet her & we were waiting for her sweet bf, mr Andrew. LOL. damn long. first time wait till so long. but nevermind. i dont care at all. cause im busy chatting with crystal. hhaas. updating my life to her. LOL. then when the bf reached, finally dinner time. hhaas. actually anted to have Pizza Hut. but ended up Kfc. because if we want to eat pizza, still must wait for the stupid 30mins lo. & i dont think we wanted to waste our time there. yappx. so changed to kfc instead. because its jus beside only. hhaas. dinner time. JOKE.! & makan. LOL. really cant stand crystal sweet bf. because he keep me make laugh till my tummy feeling like want to drop anytime. hhaas. after dinner, wanted to walked to Amk Hub, while walking, did little shopping. bought myself a new bag. yappx. damn long never pamper myself already lo. so its time to pamper myself alittle. boohoo.! after that thanks to her sweet bf, drove me home. hhaas. reached home, waited for mummy to come home, then went out again to Amk again to meet ahyi & cousins. lols. just ate till full full, then reached there, asked cousin to help me buy McNugget meals again. LOL. chatted there & slacked awhile. after that headed back home, play computer, play psp & now back to typing my blog again. because i keep tossing in my bed. totally cant sleep. & baby quinnabel too lo. because she keep moving & swimming non-stop.! hhaas.

shag. dont know want how to end my post. LOL. so boring. mummy read newspaper, & read till the column saying my used-to-be neighbour pass away during her sleep. her story was very sad. her kids were still young. but her husband is acting up & wants people to help him with the funeral of his own wife. even mummy & i have the same thinking. because we know him too well. his character & stuff. just that never say much also. because i dont really like him at all. its the past. its my old home at Serangoon North. anw, RIP. her kids is the poorest of all. because the older kids is only Secondary 2. & the small kid i think only primary 5/6. its damn small when their mummy pass away in sleep. poor kids. anw, this is fate. no one can change it either. just blessed them.

my backache is like getting worse. during my sleep, i can feel the pain lo. its around the spine there. consider backache. people says its normal. the symtons of going to give birth soon. *sorry for my spelling mistake. hhaas.

baby quinnabel jus gave me a very very hard kicked.! its very enjoyable, but the feeling abit pain too.! because too hard already. LOL.

& the open wounds is damn red & itchy.!=(

stretchmark on my previous belly hole there. ;(