its the 1st mth, you have been waiting for. you have been here secretly protecting, cheering, surprising me. the care & love you've shown, is more than the past i lost. i lost it for these few years, & you've mend it up within a month, & longer more to go. im not saying this because im easily soft hearted nor im flirt or either i changed heart easily. but its true. the things you did for me, just as a friend status only, is more than enough. your waiting, touched me. seriously. i thought i wouldn't go into relationship again. but because of you, i let the past go, & stand up again. everything becuse of you. even my smiles now. every words you said, every sweet moves you did, i all know. thanks, my dear OldMan =)

its hard for a guy to accept my current situation, but still, you're willing to be there for me, holding me to the right path in life. never make me feel hurt. i really don't know how to explain my feelings right now, but, all i know is, the waiting for you, i wont let you feel not worth it. okays. because you've become the teardrops in me. everything you do or says, meant alot to me. its more than just a friend feeling. & i hope this feeling wont fade away. or rather you will give up half way. as we promised, let times prove everything, alrights. & some of my heart of words, i already told you, & you should know=)

baby girl inside my tummy =) 31wks 2day.

me & nini, my cute lil cousin=)