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omg. im super duper bored now. my days at home getting bored & bored. because i have no where to go either. gonna rain soon. no money. no shopping. shag. i wished. i wished i have work now. going to work at least can kills my boredness. haiis. stomach again not feeling very good. pains. mummy says its the way of being a great woman. yahs. pregnancy woman is always the most brave ones. yappx. i agree. bigger than anything. hhaas.

sians. yesterday, parents quarrels again. almost ended up divorce. but still, not yet. haiis. i always thought that this wont happen to my own family. but still, im so wrong. as mummy is right, i've to open my eyes big big. if not all guys are the same. yahs. this time is daddy's fault. but what to do if he wants to be like the other guys. i wonders. flirting around is what guys really must do de mahs? hurting their love ones are they happy? why they are still doing all those *stuffs when they already have a family? haiis. NAN REN DU SHI JIAN DE MA? womans tense to bring up the family so hard, & what guys do is hurting them by flirting, keeping mistress & stuffs. yahs. not ALL guys. but MOSTLY guys are doing the same things. woman gave up their everythng, to put in all their love in this family, & guys can smash away the little hopes of woman. making all the woman hurts. its so unfair. married guys are the same? why cant they think for their wife & kids? why are they so selfish.? bring back those little money as housewholes, then what else they expect from the wifes? not enough? or must they wait till their love ones left them then they will know how to cherish? isnt it too late? why must always the woman get hurt & not the guys? haiis. & for the bitches. they have their own family, own kids. why can they still doing all this? arent they ashame of themself? omg.

im not pointing at other things or saying guys are at fault. both mistress & guys who hurt their family is at fault. so i didnt say my daddy was right. he hurts my mum, even i know mummy tries to be happy & not think too much. but still, i know how much she hurts. just like me. i got the same things happen to me before. even me & him* didnt get married. but, the feelings of knowing their love ones is doing those betray stuffs behind their backs hurts alot. mummy put in so much for this family, & daddy only knows how to blame her. saying mummy spoilt us? if not for mother loves, will we, will my daddy be standing there right now? mummy gave up her youths, to bring me & brothers up from a infant to a youngster now. arent she WEI DA ma? the pain she 've gone through. daddy only know how to blame her. wtf* is this. & the bitch. doesnt she knows the feelings of being hurt.? wh cant she put herself in other's people shoes. she have her own family. yet she still can do all this. i dont care is it whether because of money she did it nor what. she knows my daddy have a family, & she still keeps in contact with my daddy, she's also at fault. i hate guys who do all this to their wifes. i believe in karma. i believe in revenge. i believe & i hate daddy so much now. the way he insult, says & talk to mummy.

now what i can do, is only to take care of myself, accompany mummy. hoping she wont think so much. even i know she's acting only. i promise. i wont fail to give mummy a good living. i want her to be happy. because she deserve everything. if not for her, i wont be sitting here blogging about my life. if not for her, i wont be so blessed too. she's my everything. even if baby quinnabel is important, she's still so important. i just feel sorry that i cant help her much now. because of my situations, she's scare about my future too. but, i wont let her down again. i hope i wont trust the wrong HOPEs again. i know he* wont treat me this way. i know he* really will pamper me for life. i know he* was the one.

PS. You are the hope i've put in now, i hope it wasnt wrong again. because, you promise to walk me down the path in life, holding my hands through all obstacles. & iloveyou so.

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