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★ Friday, February 13, 2009 ★ @ 1:44 PM
Would you be there.?

afte lots of thinkin. afte the long strugglin. ii know & haf hear lots of storiies & reminder. ii tink, its really tyme to let go. my heart is numb. really very numb lerh. & am gettin tired of all tiis. ii hopes & begs for nothin. plls dun come back to my lyfe again. ii wont wan to tear for you anymore either. im tired of everythin, your words, jus everythin abt you. ii haf been testiin tis for a few days. & ii know you stil the same. your words re lies. you dun even wished to speak the truth for jus dat lil tings. you hurt & brk my heart totally. im nt your toy. or rather would ii said, im nt your who anymore. when the day the both of us decided to let go, like your wished. ii alrdy starte gettin hurt & dead in heart.

& your wished, to c my bb girl to grow up, im sorriie. ii cant fulfil you anymore. coos ii dun tink dats a need. you didnt play the roles of a father shld b. you didnt even gib me any money to support tis baby. & why shld ii let her c you. wen all ur responsibilities is done by all my frens? you know hw guitly you made me in front of frens.? yahs. dey help me is standin as a fren positions. buhh you know why. bcoos im nt wrkin right nw, & the baby is innocent. my frens re not like you. at least they tink for me. tinks abt wad ii need, wad ii wann & hw ii feels. yet you? you tink nth abt me or rathe for me. you jus left me apart wen ii nid you the most. is tis the only way you know hw to treat me? plls. im oso human. plus im a girl. ii needs more attention & love den you. buhh did you ever consider abt me? & ii shall put a fullstop in our stories. nt even a memories ii wann to rmb. ii shall bury it. bury it deep dwn the heart. bcoos ii know you wont care eithe. dats ppl to ask me to let tyme prove everythin. mayb you wil change your mind to b a good father. buhh, really. ii dun feel like wastin my tyme anymore. only lies is you given me. nth else. im nt sad nt. ii dun feel heart brk anymore. or rathe wil ii hope for anythin nw. coosh all your dos & doins is askin me to stop everythin. one min you tel me you wante to b my hubby, my bb girl's father, but scare ii wont change. pls. outsiders know everythin.ii dun tink im the wrong at all. unless you tel me PREGNANT WOMAN WONT HAF MOOD SWINGS.! & ii nv did those betray you the tings at all. you know yourself, how many tymes you did it. & hw many tymes ii haf let it bygones? yet in the end, you said its all my fault. did you ever realy tot for me? tot for bb girl? ii doubt you did. everythin, tings happen, you blamed me. you said you dun like me shoutin or talkin to you loud. buhh ahf you ever tink why am ii doin it? its bcos durin the quarrels, your words, your attitudes everythin is hurtin me frm every point/angle. ii jus endure til ii cant, so ii talk abiit more loud. den wad you did in the end? all you do is says those end tings to me. if tis is the only ways you can treat me. why asked me patch & forgive you afte our 1yrs of brk up? ppl tel me to trust in fate. yet, you prove nth buhh hurts t me. words you said. promised you made. all lies. buhh did ii ever blame you? you asked yourself. frm start, you were damn good to me. buhh afte ur DB leis? you dont. you treat me nasty each day. wen you re happy, you dote me. if nt, those bad tings & quarrels start. you said you re tired of all tiis. if werent for your attitude b changed, wil tings b like tis? why mus ii owas b the one givin in? did you really gib in to me? yahs, only once, wen you ask me go die, ii cut myself. dat tyme. you gave in to me.buhh afte awhile, your pattern came. & all ii could do, is to cry & beg y0u. pride ii dun haf. even respect you oso dun gib me. so wads the point of tellin me you love me? & nw, you said no feel? hey, im human okay. gt feel you treat me good. no feel you said b frens, buhh more impt den normal frens. why? jus bcoos of bb girl? if tis is your tong qing, pls leave. seriously. ii dont need it at all. enjoy your daily lyfe like nw. goin wit whoever you like. girl or boys oso can. no need to tel ppl dat you re a father to b, since dats the way you wante tings to b. durin my pregnancy period. ii haf tot thrug alot. seen thrug too much. & im tired. indeed very tired lerh. ii wished to b healthy & bb girl is healthy. we dun nid any hubby/ father anymore. mayb ii shld said. we re really finished. ii hatee draggin. coos it makes me more confused & fan onii. & nw, ii choose to leave. yahs. really leavin lerh. vanishin frm your world forever. & tis is wad you wann de. & ii know.

i shall tak it as my revenge. yahs. revenge. buhh nt baby girl. she's my gift frm god. ii wil cherish her & treasure her. ii wil protect her no matter wad. & plus, ii wil give her all the best. she wil haf lots of love. even without yours. she wil b happier..

& yahs. ii changed my blogskins. tired of the white. & nw its tyme forr the black. yappx. lols. 2day is my two darlings de bday. yesh. its my HANY & AHBE aka val.! its their bird-day. & later on ii haf appt to do manicure. nt ii spend money do. is my customers alrights. no wrk. buhh a freelance wrk for me. yahs. & nw, ii dunno wher to go to9. so happenin. so many re attached. & is spendin tymes wit the loves. & me.? ii dunno. til nw, no1 asked me out. haiis. abiit disappointed niia. nth much. bcoos im tired of r/s. ii dun trust in r/s or guys. ii condem.! unless im proven wit 1. hhaas. & ther goes Hany's bf & Shermay's bf. tis two guys told me dat they re MR NICE GUY. yahs. indeed to their gfs mahs. hhaas. buhh stil, ii haf to wished the 2 couples, all the best. not mean im single ii haf no right to wished, they re my frens. of coos ii nid to bless dem too. is good dat they re nice. hhaas. even if ii dun haf a lover/hubby/bf nw. not mean im lonely. bcoos ii haf frens & sistas & siblings & relatives who gave me their moral/money/sponsor supports. im very happy lerh. tks guys. ii lovee all of youu lahs.!!!

& nw, am waitin for Lin's tuition teacher, Amy to come my hse later forr the manicure appt. im crushin my mind. whethe to go to Sentosa/Boat Quay/St. James. lols. ii wanna go all places lahs. due date comin nearer & nearer. at first its a nightmare. buhh nw, afte chatted wit 1 of the young mummy, Fionne. hhaas. dats nth to scare of. pain onii. jus endure.! hhaas. bb girls worth it for everythin. yahs =D

ii lovee my baby girl.
she's worth my tears, my joy, my everythin.!
mummy lovee baby girl.

so much to said. my feelins re really numb for r/s. ii wont fall in lovee nt bcoos ii lovee hiimh stil. its bcoos nth is more impt den my girl nw. im nt a good gf/wife/fren & daughter. & ii really nid to grabb on2 my last chance to b a good mummy. yahs. tis is my last chance. of coos ii cherish it. ii wont regret frm start choosin my bb girl to stay. nv ever came across my mind. & ii swear. my smiles wil b back, as my beloved mis dem. ii wont cried like b4. ii haf learn to stand up. sm of you wil understand me & supports me. buhh ii know sm who wil tink its impossible. nvm. its okay. coosh tyme wil prove everythin. yahs.

HAPPY BIRD-DAY , HANY .!!!
*may y0uu pretty always. l0vee y0uu many many=D
HAPPY BIRD-DAY , AHBE(Val) .!!!
*may y0uu stay in l0vee 4ever & y0ur s0n healthy=D







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