这一次我执著面对任性地沉醉
我并不在乎这是错还是对
就算是深陷我不顾一切
就算是执迷我也执迷不悔
别说我应该放弃应该睁开眼
我用我的心去看~去感觉
你并不是我又怎能了解
就算是执迷~就让我执迷不悔
我不是你们想得如此完美
我承认有时也会辨不清真伪
并非我不愿意走出迷堆
只是这一次这次
是自己而不是谁
要我用谁的心去体会
真真切切的感受周围
就算痛苦就算是泪
也是属於我的伤悲
我还能用谁的心去体会
真真切切地感受周围
就算疲倦就算是累
只能执迷~而不悔

歌曲：执迷不悔
歌手：王菲 专辑：执迷不悔

this song represent me now. my current mood. its abiit oldies. buhh at least ii feel dat is wad inside my heart nw. ii know bb girl & me is hurt. we put too much hope for tis family. its tyme me & bb girl start anew. lettin go everyday. we'll b happier, which ii believe. he blame me for everythin. not realisin hw much ii've put in for tis family. nvm. its gonna b okay de. ii wil recover de. tyme heals everythin. he wont b the one ii lovee so deeply anymore. bb girl gonna replace hiimh. yahs. bb girl is my everythin lerh. ii wont fall in lovee, buhh ii cant promise dat whethe is ther any1 willin to accept me & bb girl. buhh if can, ii dun mind startin over again. without hiimh, isnt anythin. buhh without my bb girl, ii wont b here again. if one fine day, ii might run into sm1 better, & ii hope, hiish lovee for me wil b the same for bb girl. respect me, & he've got to accept & respect my bb girl too. tings re hard to said de. buhh ii promise. for nw, ii wont talk anythin abt relatonship. im tired for the moment. im single, yet not available. bcoos my heart stil contains his soul, his image & his everythin. ii dunno hw long ii nid to forget hiimh totally. buhh ii promise to let go ob hiimh totally. dats wad he wante. & ii cant stop hiimh frm havin wad he wante. ii lovee hiimh, he hurt me so deep, so at least wad ii can do nw, is to grant hiimh tis wish. yahs.

he msged me. he wante to c bb girl wen she's born. tis question, haf been poppin out ob my mind. even b4 he asked. its a very very hard to answer de. shld ii or shldn't ii? ii got many advice frm diff ppl. sm say shld. sm say cannt. as for myself, ii dunno how. he said he wil stil contact me. whethe is it bcoos ob bb girl or nt, ii dunno. mayb its bcoos ob bb girl & nt me anymore. ii cant put to much hope on hiimh. ii shld stop all my stupid & childish tinkin. its tyme ii shld say, its tyme for me to wake up lerh. ii know, im aint dat strong. buhh nw, ii had no choice. bcoos ii haf to b strong again. bb girl comin out in less den 3mths tyme. ii nid to b strong. ii dun wann bb girl to feel sad nor unhappy for me. ii wan herr to b strong & happy. ii wann her lyfe to b colorful. nt like mine. so uncolor. whethe wil he b able to c bb girl wen she's born, ii dunno. shall let god arrange everythin. alright. its tyme for me to stop tinkin abt he'll b back by me again. bcoos the fact is, he wont b. nt anymore. he's gone. gone forever..

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