ii tot ii would b happiier afte a brand new yr came .
buhh why .
why am ii feelin so depress .?
saw many other ppls' blog .
all mummys' to be .
ish so happily marriied .
wad abt me ?
he didnt proposed to me .
didnt gave me any surprise .
didnt gave me any promise riing .
& im so in lovee wit hiimh .
ii did so much forr hiimh .
realisin im hurtiin in another way .

am ii really stupid or dumb ?
ii wonder why priincess came to the wrong family .
im nort aint a good mummy .
ii hatee myself on preciious behalf .
ii tried .
tried to tired myself wit wrk .
tired myself nort to tiink so much ..
buhh ..
the paiins ii go thrug .
no1 know hw hurt am ii .
baby , serii0usly , y0uu l0vee me ?
y0uu wanna b a go0d father ?
y0uu wanna l0vee me wit all y0ur mights ?
y0uu wanna gibb priincess the best wit me ?
ii wanna kn0w .

back to simple p0stings .
yst ended wrk @ 1pm .
mit my winnie the po0h .
wen t0 had lunch @ Pasta Mania .
didnt eat finished .
even if im so so hungry .
(ii realised ii didnt eat much recently..)
afte dat wen to sh0pp ard .
b0ught baby's fuit juice as he asked f0rr .
acc winnie t0 find f0r her bfs' dad's bird-day presents .
wen to benc0leen .
b0ught 6 panty wear f0rr priincess .
h0pe she likes it .
(its very cute afte she can wear it wit her pampers on l0rr..)
b0ught baby a t-shirt .
(ii dunno why ii omos everyday buy tings f0rr baby & priincess..)
hmm . afte dat wante t0 to0k cabb t0 head dwn to winnie's bf (Big-Bird) hse .
t0 get my facial d0ne by hiish mummy & MJs' sessi0ns .

ended up , me & winnie stuck-ed at the cabb f0rr 1hr + .
tks l0rr .
due t0 carr accident .
s0 ended up im carr siick l0rr .
wad a day .
& finally reached ther abt 4pm+ .
get my facial done .
finished @ abt 6.3opm .
starts our MJ lerh .
l0ls . in the end ,
l0ses abt 12bucks .
(tks huh..)

hmm . afte dat cabb back t0 bugiis & find baby as ii pr0mise t0 ..
den again .
small quarrels .
turnin up ii wen t0 t0ilet & criied .
im s0 stupiid . omg .
waited f0rr hiimh t0 off wrk ,
wen t0 kfc packet .
to0k cabb h0me .
again , ii ate half onii .
haiis . po0r priincess .
eatiin so lil .
mummy ish useless .

ii t0t it was happy day .
buhh turn up ,
2day quarrels agaiin .
over nothe lady .
he saved herr name as Baby:) .
& he left mine un-saved .
im so sad .
ii criied & numb myself .
ii hurt priincess agaiin .
why .
why ish g0d treatiin me tiis way ?
why cant g0d gibb me a happy family ?
came hme afte dat .
cryiin hard .
he ap0logiised & promiised nort to do anythin dat hurts me .
& here ii am bl0ggin wit tears fl0wiin dwn .

envy s0 many other pretty y0ung mummiies .
dey re happily attached & waitin f0rr theiir bb's arrival .
yet im here al0ne cryiin like n01 cares .
ii really may & wil g0 insane anytyme .
ii triied to b strong & awaits f0rr priincess arrival .
buhh tymes & tymes ii fail t0 d0 it .
s0 many tears ii cry .
s0 many hurts ii haf g0ne thurg .
isnt it enuff , dear g0d ?

buhh nw , serii0usly ,
ii pr0miise .
mayb ii wil gave priincess t0 arrives in tiis w0rld .
buhh ii wil let g0 wen she's out .
mummy wil g0 t0 n0the w0rld t0 pr0tects y0uu , my dear priincess .
mummy isnt aiant str0ng enuff .
mummy jus wanna b happy ,
haf a happy family .
why ish it s0 hard ?
seeiin diff ppl dyiin day by day .
wil it b my turn ii askiin god .
ii h0pe & wished t0 die in a peaceful way ..
im s0 tired ob lyfe ..

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DOB : 24th April 2009
Birth Weight : 2.91kg
Birth length : 48cmm
Head Circumference : 33cm
Gestation period : 37 Weeks
Natural Birth with Epidural
Place of Birth : KKH


*First Month Check Up*
*27052009*
Weight : 3.92kg
Length : 52.5cm
Head Circumference : 36.5cm

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*24072009*
Weight : 6.262kg
Length : 58cm
Head Circumference : 40.4cm



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