my feelins ish in the up & dwn c0ntr0ls . my un-c0mtr0lable tears ish fallin dwn once again . in tiis r/s , ii haf been teariin n0n-st0p f0rr hiimh . he seems dun understands my feelins , understands my wants . totally , ii br0ke dwn . ii criied . ii lo0k at my lil precii0us priincess cl0thes & stuffs ii haf b0ught f0rr her . ii feel s0 much like dyiin . when im in the w0rse mo0d ob all , he left me al0ne & mit hiish frens t0 nj0y hiimhself . & me , al0ne , ate n0thin , cryiin badly in my ro0m .

yahs . parents dun all0w me t0 g0 the CNY dinner tiis m0rnin , den my grand-parents were all s0 smart enuff . suspected smting . s0 kiip repeatedly ask my parents wher ii g0 t0 . & finally , truth when t0 their ears . my uncles , anuties & grand-parents gave me two path . 1st : Either ii ROM t0 hiimh or , 2nd : They wil arrange me t0 h0spital , & ab0rt tiis priincess away frm me .

we quarrelled over hiish aunty f**kin tings again . ii simply BTH anym0re . old w0man . ii w0nt let y0uu off . ii curse curse curse y0uu t0 death . ii wil use my lyfe , deduct 5yrs t0 xchange tiis curse t0 g0d . I WANT YOU TO DIE UNPEACEFULLY .!

s0rriie readers . ii dun mean it . if n0rt f0rr her , me & hiimh w0nt quarrel til s0 badly . bco0sh he nv went f0rr hiis CNY dinner , hiis f**kin aunty t0t ish ii ask hiimh dun g0 de . & ther , she sp0uts n0nsense abt me again . ii didnt d0 anythin at all . & ii was said . wtf l0rr *

& tks t0 tiis mis-understandin , me & hiimh quarrelled . & he said ii thr0w attitudes again . he say he dun wanna ROM anym0re . pls . why cant he jus stand inside my sh0es & tink f0rr me ? if tiis happens t0 hiimh , he w0nt b angry mahs ? yahs . & n0w bc0mes all my f**kin fault . im really very very tired man . im owas the one being blame f0rr n0thin . why cant any1 jus understand me abiit m0re ? jus abiit m0re wil d0 . ii feel like dyiin . buhh ii cant bear t0 leave my priincess . ii wanna b wit her . bco0sh she kn0ws my feelins right n0w . she understands me the m0st . nvm . wanna end den end bahs . Wo ren ming le . Wo zhen de hen xin ku zai jian ci xia qi le . mei you ren ming bai wo de xin .

if he really cho0se n0rt t0 ROM , meanin he lets go . ii w0nt pls or beg anym0re . b it . ii dun tiink im in the wr0ng . & n0w , he stil nj0yiin hiimhself outside . jus a msged , tellin me he n0 mo0d t0 meet me , & he can g0 find hiish fren . yesh , he w0n lerh . he really did . tks f0rr hurtin me again . & ii saw my frens' msn nick . he wr0te :
The Hardest Thing Is Holding On, Especially When You Know that she Already Let Go..

yahs . he's s0 right . t0 me n0w , oso the hardest ting f0rr me ish im stil h0ldin on , wen ii knew dat he alrdy starts t0 let g0 . mayb , ii wil fulfil hiish dream . ii l0vee hiimh to0 much . ii rathe hatee & hurt myself n0w , den seein hiimh clingin on tis r/s s0 f0rciin .

PS. my bl0g s0ng ish very suitable f0rr my mo0dswing n0w . Heartbreakers .

2day ish Lunar Ney Year , & im all al0ne in my ro0m , bl0ggin , cryiin .. my lil precii0us ish c0miin 24th wk . my next appt check up ish r0und the c0rner . im happy , co0sh ii can c precii0us again ..

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DOB : 24th April 2009
Birth Weight : 2.91kg
Birth length : 48cmm
Head Circumference : 33cm
Gestation period : 37 Weeks
Natural Birth with Epidural
Place of Birth : KKH


*First Month Check Up*
*27052009*
Weight : 3.92kg
Length : 52.5cm
Head Circumference : 36.5cm

*Third Month Check Up*
*24072009*
Weight : 6.262kg
Length : 58cm
Head Circumference : 40.4cm



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